I'm less than nothing
and holding my nerves.
Exposed and lonely
addiction draws me near.
Designed to crush me
A six year haze
as the substance lets me down.

Cause it's not real!
and that's why...
it's how I always want to feel!
So let's die...
before the secrets get revealed...

I'm falling over
the scratches built through time.
from timeless mistakes
my memories dissolved
and all I know are these scars.

Cause it's not real!
and that's why...
it's how I always want to feel!
So let's die...
before the secrets get revealed...

I've tried but nothing ever can appeal
and if you don't mind, I'd like to throw it all away.
well I've been down that road..
the sober soldier.
I doubt I'll make it home

so get me far away from here
before I fall apart
cause it's easy to do
and it feels
and it seems true!!

but it's not real!
and that's why...
it's how I always want to feel!
So let's die...
before the secrets get revealed...

Oh I've tried, but nothing ever can appeal
and if you don't mind,
I'd like to throw it all away....